Fan/Friend Favorite! Falling Slowly lyrics

Heres lyrics to one of my friends favorite songs I've written, falling slowly.

Outstretched hands are calling

Voices rage in silence

She takes the blade and he takes the bow

And their falling slowly

This hopeless feeling

Is soaked and drowning

This tortured soul with nowhere to go

Is falling slowly

There’s nowhere to go but down

Nowhere to go but down

Falling slowly

There’s nowhere to go but down

Darkness all surrounding

Like a blanket oh so calming

But struggling to breath, this life inside of me

Is falling slowly

So shatter these bones

From 6 feet below

Shatter these bones

And resurrect me home

Falling slowly

There’s nowhere to go but down

working on this new song, Sometimes

Hey guys! Sorry its been awhile. I've been working on this new song, still tweaking some things but let me know what you think!

Sometimes I love you and sometimes I don’t

Sometimes I hug you and sometimes I wont

Sometimes I want to and sometimes I don’t

Sometimes I see us together, then I don’t

Sometimes I wish I could leave you, but I won’t

Sometimes I think, and sometimes I don’t

And I need you to know that I’m not that comfortable

I need you to see I have these doubts

And theres nothing you can do, I realize you never even knew

but I’m uncomfortable being here with you

sometimes I wish I could change you, into what I want

sometimes I think I never loved you, maybe thats what you want

sometimes I think thats what you want

sometimes I pick up the pieces, you left behind

sometimes I leave them for ransom, but dont know why

sometimes I laugh, sometimes I cry

So can you see this white flag im puttin up

surrendering to all this weighting doubt

can you see im scared of where we’ll end up

sometimes I'm scared of us

New song DREAM ON

Check out DREAM ON on the mp3 player at the bottom of the page!

When your runnin out to money just to pay the bills

Aiint no gas in your automobile

Yeah its hard to make it through the day

Yeah their gonna judge, and their gonna stare

So you might as well get use to ignorin the glares

Yeah its fine, it aint their life its mine

So take my hand cause times are hard

But theres a light at the end of the dark

We can have hope to get through the day

So take my hand and close your eyes

This world can’t take us by surprise

Cause we’ve got more than this to live for

Times are hard and we’re getting weak, but we’ve got something they can’t see

If we hold hands, side by side, we can get through anything

cause I know our love is strong, and our hope is never gone,

so stay close and we'll pull each other along

Dream on, don't let the little things keep you from getting off the ground

dream on, let your wings fly their course and show you the way home

Audio for worship song Everything

Just uploaded audio for the worship song Everything lyrics that I posted a couple of days ago!!

New Audio Uploaded!

Hey guys! I just uploaded a rough audio take of you and me against the world from my last post. Listen to it at the bottom of your page!! More to come soon!

You and me against the world

Fresh off the presses! just wrote this song two days ago, still working out some kinks but heres what I have so far. As always, audio hopefully coming soon :)

I wish you could see

how good we could be

and I wish you could believe

in you and me against the world

I wish I could show

how I feel about you

and I wish you could know

but life's not that simple

theres a bridge that were about to cross

theres a choice that lies ahead, with a whole lot to be lost

theres a page, a beginning or an end

with two ways this could go, you either love me or you don't

I need you to know

that I can't wait forever

and someday I'm gonna leave

and there you'll be without me

I don't want you to see

his arms wraped up around mine

oh and realize that I wont leave

and someone like me, you'll never find

so make up your mind

Cause I can't be yours if your not only mine

oh now is our time

its you and me against the world, or its just I

I wish you could see

how good we could be

and I wish you could believe

in you and me against the world

I wrote a story to the world...

I wrote a story to the world

then watched it burn to ashes

I sought to leave my mark

but made very little effort

I sought every right decision

but felt more when I fell

Of myself, I gave you nothing

of myself, I took it all

I let the silence bind me

no fight was worth the voice

I pray your fate my child

might be heard despite the noise

I long for peace and comfort

but here my soul stands weak

Of strength, I gave you nothing

of strength, I took a knee

I envy you my daughter

the wings you sprout are strong

I pray you know these tears

are not at all your fault

I took your sword my son

and hid it from your strength

I left you emptyhanded

and yet you brave the day

But, I write to you again today

in hopes this time be different

I speak with honest lips and words

and pray you'll get the message

I am without a shred of proof

there is nothing I can offer you

of hope, I fall and waiver

of hope, I plead for you

I wrote a story to the world

then watched it burn to ashes

I swear that I had hopeful dreams

but let them all be severed

I took you as a criminal

and there I let you stay

of hope, I gave you nothing

of hope, I took your day

Everything

Creative juices are at work! Worked on three new songs tonight that I can't wait to share with you! In the mean time heres lyrics to one of the newer worship songs I've been working on called everything. Hopefully some audio to come soon!

When everything isn't as it seems

my heart’s still weighed down, breaking all around

when everything is gone away

there’s nothing left for me to say

but Jesus please, Jesus please

let me see your face, for just a moment

let me breathe your name, for just a moment

let your grace overflow, my cup overwhelmed,

let your spirit burst, and guide us towards you

with your arms stretched wide, our hearts adore you

let your grace overflow, my cup overwhelmed with you

when everything pulls my heart away

my mind is so weak, my soul fatigued

when everything clouds my view

and my eyes are blind to you

Jesus please, Jesus please

let me see your face, for just a moment

let me breathe your name, for just a moment

let your grace overflow, my cup overwhelmed,

let your spirit burst, and guide us towards you

with your arms stretched wide, our hearts adore you

let your grace overflow, my cup overwhelmed with you

Jesus please, Jesus please

so take it all away, all these idols I have made

take em all away from me

all this hurt and all this pain, your blood washes it away

wash it all away from me

Spoken Word PLUS Audio

So heres my first spoken word endeavor and my first audio! You can LISTEN to the mp3 using the media player on the bottom of your page. Enjoy!

Its never been about me

And all the things I did so you could see me

Now I’m wishing God I could take it all back

God of Glory, there’s so much I lack

Cause Its always been about you

All the things that you can do

That I’ve seen you do

Your glory it overwhelms this sinners plea

Your love is unimaginable to me

The gift you gave I left here in dust

While my heart and mind, gave in to constant lust

I ran so far and hid behind the trees

Cause this sin I knew I had, I knew that you could see in me

The blood you shed, I betrayed

I elevated only my name

I couldn’t see anything but the stage

It called my name louder than yours

you said listen for the whisper child

But Father forgive me I listened for the storm

This world we take as our own

Leaves us empty and leaves us alone

Leaves us hurried, busy, and feared

Walking down the streets of mirrors

Fear in their eyes I see it clear

Cause I’m just as desperate, and I’m just as scared

But death bled out with the blood of His son

My God beat the devil, the battle He won

Therefore this world it is not my own

I live here but this is not my home

Cause my heart is far from the storm

He has raised me up, God the Father is strong

But this world can’t take my joy, it can’t take my fear

His spirit lives in here, in my heart He resides

His glory, grace, salvation, has changed my life

I refuse to live my life alone

I want you God on this throne

Cause only you can make me clean

Only you forgive and you redeem

And God I will never be the same,

Cause no longer is it all about my name

I pray I never forget that’s about you

And dear God forgive me for when I do

Song lyrics and more coming soon!!

Hey guys! Thanks for checking out my new blog. I will have lots of content coming up soon, including some audio recordings of my songs! Heres lyrics of a song I wrote this past year called Until we know, its words inspired the title of my blog, memoirs of the masquerade. Comment and let me know what you think!!

My tongue is red from all the lies

My lips are blue from being numb to you

And I don’t know where it all began

But I know its got to end, I know its got to end

So lets talk, talk, talk it out for hours

Until the sunlight goes

Lets walk, walk, walk it out together

Until I know, until you know

 What is real

My legs aren’t moving, from shock and awe

How did we fall so far out of love

I swear I never thought Id see the day

When my legs would walk, walk away

So lets talk, talk, talk it out for hours

Until the sunlight goes

Lets walk, walk, walk it out together

Until I know, until you know

 What is real

So cry it out all this pain and doubt

But I can’t see another way

We’ll scream and shout, for some kind of help

But I think it ends today

Its time to stop the masquerade

And lay our masks in the grave

Its time to bury sins of old

And leave the burdens we can’t hold

Its time to stop pretending we’re alright

And make a point to stop the ride

 Its time to leave our pasts behind

And lay a path that doesn’t wind